Here In My Room

i doubt many people read this anymore, but i need to vent so here i go.

listening to incubus and feeling in the air that it's about to rain- great feeling.

i'm at conflict with myself. honestly, it's a decision so easy to make, but because i fail to make decisions regularly, this is a challenge.

i wish life was like a concert all the time. just feeling so damn good that you're out of breath/voice the next day from enjoying it so much.

i want a change. i want different hair especially. now ive been growing it out so that it'd be long, but now i want a drastic change :-/ why can't i ever stick with my choice?

since the last 3 sentences started with "i" or "i'm" im going to change it up a little.

having crushes is fun, knowing they'd never look your way- not. it's all about the chase isn't it? the excitement.

having gaby as my best friend is awesome. it's a good feeling to be able to be such a nerd (which i am) and have someone just as weird with you. it's quite fun and silly

in my dream last night i could hear everything everybody said about me. it was really surreal, some things were nice some were really bad.

which brings me to my next point. having enemies isn't fun anymore. i dont like all the tension that comes with it. i'd like to be the bigger person. if i've ever been a bitch to you, i'm sorry, and from here out, no more. im sure you know who you are (i dont have that many enemies i hope)

taking chances feels good (i would imagine) i personally, want to take more

too bad partying it up in france didn't turn out this summer, maybe next, but i'd like to go to spain or something like that for my spanish program. who wants to come with me? seriously!